I actually found the lump two months ago, but I've been in denial. But with Cylas' 1 year angelvarsary passing and having all my thoughts on him, I've been able to think of other things. I don't want to leave my daughter mother-less. I don't want to die.
If you are reading my blog, please say a prayer for me. Pass this on and have other bloggers pray for me too!! I am so SCARED!!!! I have an appointment for a breast exam in February, but that's 2 weeks away. 2 weeks for my mind to go crazy with all these negative thoughts.
Cylas be with mommy.