I told her Cylas will always be in her heart and that he will never be forgotten, but last night those words just didn't seem to help. She wanted her brother and that's all she knew. But I am glad that she's able to express her feelings like that. At least it's not all bottled up. All I know how to do is hug her and tell her that I love her and that Cylas knew that she loved him, too. I've got to wonder if the pain will ever end. When it seems like we've moved forward in our grief, we always fall about 5 steps back.
Cylas, be with your sister. She misses you so much. She only wants you back. She wants to hold you and play with you. She wants to help change your diapers. She wants her heart to stop breaking. Please stay close.