Knowing that this year is following the same days from 5 years ago hasn't made this time easy for your mommy. It reminds me that my grief is still very real. All the memories still linger in the back of my mind and feel as if it just happened yesterday. I also remember the good times. I remember when you made us laugh and how you acted just like your sister. And you didn't like baths.
I can't believe it's been 5 years. Its so hard to wrap my head around that fact that it's been 5 years since I last held you in my arms. I am without words. I've had moments where the grief takes over and it's uncontrollable. But I manage to make it through somehow.
Cylas, I miss you so much!!! My heart aches to have you back in my life. I would give anything to hear you say: "I love you, Mommy!!" Please stay close to me, Prairie, & Teela.
Love you to the moon and back!!!
You are my Sunshine
5 years ago