I woke up to two beautiful girls just waiting to tell me "Happy Mother's Day!! I love or I loves you!!" and it was so wonderful to hear. But as the day passed by it became very clear to me that another little voice was missing from this special day. I couldn't keep the tears from streaming down my cheeks because I knew that there was a little man missing from my life. I will never hear him say "mommy I love you!" and it cuts like a knife!!
I was blessed to have him in my life for 3 weeks and I tried my best to be the BEST mom he could have ever had. He's been in heaven for 3 years but the pain and heartache is still very true and real. I am a broken mother who continues to heal daily. I love all 3 of my beautiful babies!!! I am very happy and blessed to be their mommy!!!
Cylas you are forever in my heart!!!!
You are my Sunshine
5 years ago