Mommy and Big Sister miss you so much. It's been 21 months and I can feel the anxiety building up. Halloween is coming up and I really wish I could see you in your cute costume. Next is Thanksgiving, then your 2nd Birthday and finally Christmas. But none of these occasions matter. They don't matter because I'm missing you.
I know I'm missing alot and what I wouldn't give for one more day with you. I long to hold you in my arms. I want to kiss your chubby cheeks. I do my best to put a smile on my face but inside I'm still sad. I'm still hurting. My life changed when I lost you. I will no longer be the person I used to be. I know that many people are waiting for that person to come back but it's not going to happen. That person died when you died.
Cylas, my baby boy, please stay close to us. These next few months are going to be unbearable to say the least and it's not going to be easy. Mommy, Big Sis, Little Sis, Nan, Pop & your Uncles are going to miss you always but you are forever in our hearts.
Continue sending those Angel Kisses and Heavenly Hugs, Son. And we'll continue to send you our love on Angel wings at night.
You are my Sunshine
5 years ago