Cylas, you are now a big brother! Teela has finally come to live with us. She arrived on Friday, March 13th. I never thought it could be so hectic. Tending to Teela and trying to reassure Prairie that I still love her too. Prairie is jealous, but she loves Teela and kisses her all the time. But I know that it's going to take some adjusting to our "new" family.
I know that you've been visiting Teela. She's always looking at the ceiling or wall and coos and talks to you. You make her smile big!!!! Thanks for being a good big brother to her. She needs somebody to love her. Having Teela this week has made me miss you more. I am experiencing all this stuff with Teela and thinking in the back of my mind "this is what I didn't get to do for or with Cylas."
Teela is not officially mine yet, I am waiting on the paperwork. So I am still trying my best not to open my heart up to her. I know that sounds bad, but I don't want to get hurt if something was to happen. I am praying for a fast transition and help. I want to be a good mother to you, Prairie, & Teela. Please continue watching over her and us.
Cylas, I love you son!!!!