As I try and think about the 3 years that have passed its so hard to believe its been that long since I've held you in my arms! I pulled out your diaper bag and looked at all the clothes I saved. I miss you so much and still want you back! I wonder what you would be like. I long to hear your laughter and to hear you say "I love you, mom!" I know that you would have been a good little boy, full of fun and laughter! I want my little boy here with me so bad!
I didn't get a chance to go visit your grave because of the weather but as soon as it clears up and gets pretty I'll go straight up there!!
I miss you and love you very much, Cylas!!
You are my Sunshine
5 years ago