This was in T's nose
Cylas, over the weekend I upgraded my phone to a blackberry curve. I'm still trying to figure it out. But I love it. I helped Nana get her first cell phone and I also helped your uncle Jason get another phone. This is like his 3rd phone in less than a year. He doesn't know how to take care of his stuff and it's getting very expensive to him "mobile".
I also bought some Valentine's day stuff for your sisters and you. I'll have to take a picture of your things and post them on here. Right now you have 3 balloons and a tiger in a red basket. I'm hoping the weather will stay pretty and I can take them to you. You still don't have any flowers. You have that one birthday arrangement that your sister picked out and that's it. The stores don't have any pretty ones available yet, but I'm always looking.
Your sisters 6th birthday is next month and I think I already have everything figured out. I'm taking her and 4 friends to Chuck E. Cheese's. She's been bugging and bugging me to take her and I've finally broken down and made the reservations for her party. She's very excited. Lately she's been having a rough time. She's really been missing you. Stripes has been so helpful. He's been back in our bed for the last two weeks and he goes on every trip we've made. I hope you are getting all the love she has beens ending your way. She's always talking to Stripes telling him to make sure he tells you how much she misses you and loves you. Please stay close to her. I hate it when she's like this because there isn't much I can do to help her. She breaks my heart.
She went with me to watch Legion on Friday and she made me feel so bad. She heard one of the characters say that all those zombie like beings were angels she looked at me and said "mommy, I thought angels were supposed to be nice. Does this mean that Cylas will be a bad angel too one day?" Then she said "I don't want him to be a bad angel." I had to explain to her that Legion is just a movie and she has nothing to worry about. I felt bad because at that moment and time her perception of angels was taking a turn for the worse. I think she finally understands the concept. I cried for a few minutes and held her in my arms. My poor little girl.
On another note, I will never forget what a child can get into. Your little sister T had a pine cone looking thing come out of nose a week and a half ago. I don't know how it got in there. We watch her so close. I think she's going to be a handfull when she gets older. She's growing like a weed.
Continuing my journey without you, forever loving you and keeping you in my heart,