I always dread the LAWYER meetings because I never know what to expect. So I have a huge knot right in the middle of my stomach right up until the meeting itself. I don't want to go into the meeting and hear "I'm sorry, they think they did nothing wrong in the care of your son." That's the one thing that could possibly damage me the most. I already feel like I didn't fight hard enough to save your life and this pending lawsuit would make me feel better if I knew we could win. But even that is up in the air. Time is running out, we have a time line to work with and with each passing month that time line gets smaller and smaller.
I hate this...........I hate not knowing...................I hate feeling this panic in my heart & mind................I hate it!!!!!!