Today I was emailing a friend and was talking to her about loss. She lost her husband December 2008 and was talking about how she has her good days and bad days. I happened to mention that I still have mine too. In a little over a week, you will be gone for 2 years & 2 months. Time keeps marching on and will continue to do so until the end of time. And then out of no where the tears started to flow. Usually it's pretty easy to pull myself together but not this time. I had a full break down right here in my office. I don't know where it came from. I know that I cried myself to sleep last night, too.
It must be that time of the month again. It's time for those 10 days to come and it can either be easy or hard. I'm having a Sister moment 6 days early. I miss you soooooooooooo much!!!! I long to have you in my arms again.
CYLAS I'M MISSING YOU TODAY!!! Just wanted you to know.
Mommy
Those moments still hit me, too, Sarah. I'm sorry that you are having one. :(
ReplyDeleteSometimes I wonder if I have just fooled myself into believing it gets better because my heart aches so much. A stupid song can make me cry. Bleh.
I'm sorry. I wish I could give you a hug and tell you it will be okay, but since I can't give you a real one, here' s a virtual (((((hug)))))-- and I can't tell you it will be okay, but I can say that I'm here, admittedly not as much as I should be-- but I'm here supporting you. xxx
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