Today is Teela's first birthday. Her birthday party will not be until Saturday so not a whole lot of planning going on today. As many of you know, Teela came into my life a year after Cylas was born and died and I wasn't sure if I could be the mother she needed me to be. I was so very afraid of making Cylas feel bad or forgetting him. But I slowly opened up my heart again and Teela has made this road of loss alot easier, not completely better because I was able to see what I've missed out on during the first year of Cylas' life.
I know there will always be those what if's and tons of regrets, but I continue living my life day by day. I know that my precious Cylas is watching over his family and I'll forever carry him in my heart and soul. I will love him forever and always. I will also do what I have to to remember him always.
HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY TEELA!!!
Mommy, Prairie, and Cylas love you very much
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