You are 16 months old

Cylas, my little boy, I am so sorry I didn't post this on Friday, but I wasn't near a computer. I was at home taking care of your sisters. The daycare they attend was closed and I didn't have time to look for a babysitter. Wow, I can't believe you are 16 months old. It's unbelieveable. I can only imagine what I would be doing right now. I would be chasing you around, trying to take the bottle away, and even starting to potty train you. That's alot to miss out on.

You are getting older day by day, and I am missing each moment of it. It's so hard not having you here with us. I am reminded daily of all that I am missing. I think about you in the evening time, right before bed. I keep hoping that tonight will be the night I dream about you or feel you near me before I go to sleep. But nothing happens and it makes me wonder if I've done something wrong to make you not want to visit with me.

But all I can ask, is for you to stay with your sisters. They need you more than I do. I know that you are always watching over all of us.

I love you!!!
Mommy