October 15, 2012

OCTOBER 15TH

Today I'm participating!!! Today I remember you!! I will go home and light my candle and just reminisce!!
I will also remember your angel friends and their parents. Since this journey has begun I was feeling like the loniliest person in the world. I didn't understand why I had to suffer such a loss and bear so much grief. No one really understands my feelings and I wouldn't want anyone to go through the same thing. But I have found parents from all over the world who understand my grief. They understand my anger & pain. They love me at my worst and they love me at my best. They remember you and it warms my heart!! I'm not alone in this world of Infant Loss. Even though I have a heart that beats inside of me, it's continually healing. There's a place there that will never ever be filled by any love from another, only yours. That place will always long to feel your hugs and hear those precious words "Mommy I love you!" or "Mommy, you're the best!!" That spot will always be just yours.

So today, I remember my precious, sweet, little angel boy, who I carry in my heart always and send my love to on angel wings!! God Speed, Cylas Mychal!!

Mommy Loves you!!!!!

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