I am feeling bad this morning. And I hate to say it, but the 15th past and I didn't even realize what the date was until this morning. You have been gone for 31 months and it's already starting; I am already overlooking your special days, days that shouldn't be forgotten. I would like to say that I've just been busy but that isn't a good excuse. I honestly don't pay much attention to the dates anymore. And then of course with J in my life and dealing with all that drama I'd pretty much rather go back into my fox hole and stay there for a month or so!!!!
Cylas I'm sorry about forgetting what yesterday was. Please know that you are forever in my heart!!!! And I do love you! You are my son and I miss you everyday!!!! I hate what my life has become as of late. I'm happy one day and then the next I'm not!
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