The day I lost Cylas, was the day I lost a part of me!!
March 15, 2010
26 MONTHS
You've been in heaven for 26 months. It's hard to believe. I miss you so much everyday. I still have many wishes that never get granted. I had a rough week last week. I cried more than I've cried in a while.
I lost my son 30 years ago. He was 9 hours old. I can tell you that you will never stop missing him but that one day it won't hurt so much to miss him. You will always carry his memory, but with time it won't be so heavy to carry around. Cry when you need to, rant when you have to. Don't let anyone else tell you when the right time is to be "over" this. You'll never be over this, but the day will come when the burden feels lighter and you'll know you're going to be ok.
Sending you ((hugs))
ReplyDeleteI lost my son 30 years ago. He was 9 hours old. I can tell you that you will never stop missing him but that one day it won't hurt so much to miss him. You will always carry his memory, but with time it won't be so heavy to carry around. Cry when you need to, rant when you have to. Don't let anyone else tell you when the right time is to be "over" this. You'll never be over this, but the day will come when the burden feels lighter and you'll know you're going to be ok.
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