January 12, 2010

THINKING ABOUT YOU TODAY


Cylas,

Today you are on my mind. I miss you so much right now. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't close my eyes and wish for you to come back to me. In a few days your 2 year angelvarsary will be here and I'm feeling some anxiety. I feel like there is a 2,000 ton cement wall on my chest and that my body has been run over by a 18 wheeler. I'm holding up, you know, no tears yet, but I know they will come. I've been moody and unpredictable since Christmas. No one ever knows if I'm going to friendly or hateful.

I miss you and love you with ALL of my heart, Cylas!!!!!

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