WHAT I'M THANKFUL FOR

I am thankful for my girls. For Prairie, without her, I probably would have fallen into the deep dark Pit after Cylas died. She kept me from falling. For Teela, she taught me that I can love another baby and still love the precious little boy I lost. She showed me how to open my heart again.

I am thankful for my family. They are great. I've never had any of them tell me to "get over it". They "try" to understand what I've gone through, even though I know they never will. But they don't try to change me.

I am thankful for the time I had with Cylas. Even though somtimes my selfishness takes over. I am very thankful I was able to hold him in my arms, run my fingers through that thick black hair, look into those dreamy eyes, and most importantly tell him how much I LOVED him. Cylas I will love you the rest of my life.

I am thankful to God. I know that he and I have had a love/hate relationship since losing Cylas. I've asked WHY numerous times. But I am trying to work on that relationship.

**I would love to hear what everyone else is thankful for.**


Cylas' Mommy