21 months today since I had to say goodbye. I wish that I could say it becomes easy with more time that passes but it isn't. I still miss you like crazy. I still wish I could hear your laugh, cry, and coos. I still miss running my fingers through your hair. I still miss holding you in my arms. I still miss those chubby cheeks.If your were here today I am pretty sure you would be all over the place. You would be my little helper and be working very hard at moving the furniture around. I would be able to hear you say "mommy." There is so much I know I am missing out on. That pain is still very real for me. Each day, I want you to come back.
Your big Sis said she missed you this morning. She always knows when your special days have arrived and I don't know how she does it. She loved you so much and she still loves you today. She wants you to come back just as much as I do. We try our best to keep you alive in our hearts and minds. You are forever my son and forever her baby bro.
We love you and miss you Cylas!!!!!
Thinking of sweet Cylas today - Sarah, hope you are keeping away from that pit and have felt Cylas close by.
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Hope you guys can see all the candles lite fo you today! xox
Alexandra's Mommy!