COMPARING.....

Your sister at 3 months old

You at 2 weeks old

Cylas with your sister getting ready to graduate from pre-school and start her journey into BIG school it reminds me of how I won't be doing this with you. I am so excited for her to begin this new journey, but I am also terrified!! I was asked to look for a picture of her at 3 months old and I've found one. I also had the chance to realize how much you and her actually looked a like. I'm not going to have the oppurtunity to go back and say how much you've changed (or haven't changed), but with her I am.

Each picture changes. New characteristics come through each new picture taken, but yours, will always be the same. So I may post the same pictures over and over, but they are all I have. I can turn them upside down, side ways, or flip them and they will always be the same. It's not fair that your images in my mind will never change, and it's not fair that I have to miss out on big and little milestones in your life. I have to fight to keep your memory alive. I have to fight everyday with those regrets I feel in my heart

The picture of Prairie at 3 months old can be compared to your 2 week old picture. You both had those chunky cheeks and the thick black hair. It's so sad that these two pictures will be my only comparisons of a brother and sister.

I will post them, ENJOY!! Can you see the resemblance?

Love,

MOM