HAPPY 18 MONTHS

Today you are 18 months old!!!! WOW!! The months have passed by so fast. It's funny how life and the world never stops moving. Especially when that's all I ever wanted to happen since I lost you. I want my world to stop. I want everyone to remember you.

Last night Teela got a hold of "Stripes" and Prairie got very defensive about it. Teela was chewing on his arm and Prairie walked over and took him away from her. My mom was mad that Prairie did that. Prairie said "Nan, Teela was biting Stripes, and Cylas can feel it. She was hurting Cylas." My mom said "oh, Cylas can't feel that." And I had to tell her why Prairie likes that tiger. I told mom to hush and not to say anything like that because in Prairie's mind and heart that tiger is her connection to Cylas in heaven. When Prairie is feeling down, she holds Stripes and sends special messages to Cylas. Then my mom, said that she has two grand daughters and one grandson. This also made me mad. I corrected her and said "NO, you have TWO grandsons!!!" I told her not to forget about you. You may not be here, but you are still very much apart of my life and your sister's life and I am not going to let anyone change that.

HAPPY 18 MONTHS CYLAS MYCHAL!!!!!!

Missing you always,

Mom