CHECKING IN................

For some reason, I have nothing to say. My whole week has been BLAH!! I even had to make myself give this blog a face life. Cylas, I hope you like the monkeys. I am a monkey person. I've collected tons of monkeys, but don't know where they all are at the moment. So I thought monkeys would be a fun new look. ENJOY!

Everything is fine (well, it's as good as it's gonna be). Prairie and Teela are growing every moment of every day. I'm doing good aside from a few health issues. I was told that I was diabetic a few months ago, but I have been in denial, because that's the last thing I wanted. The medicine I'm currently on is not keeping my sugars down, SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I will have to start some new meds in the next couple days. They said this was all brought on by stress, and I've had alot of that. In fact, enough to last me a life time!!!! But I also know that it's very important to take care of myself, if not for me then for my kids. I've also lost 10 pounds since September of 08, so I guess that's good. But I still need to lose 11 pounds to get back to where I was before I got preggo with you, and then I still need to lose MORE.

Cylas, I love you and miss you. I wish everyday that you didn't have to die. But I hope that you look in on us from time to time and that you know when we need you.

Mommy