Another Update

On February 5th, I went in for my mammogram & ultrasound. I was told by the radiologist that my mammogram looked fine. The US technician was looking for the cyst, but as she went over my chest with the wand she had a hard time finding it. After a few moments, she gave up. She tried very hard to find the cyst but it could not be found. I am very thankful that everything looked fine, but I am still worried about the cyst. Do I need to worry, or do I need to be thankful that it was not found? I have mixed emotions right now. I am a worrier and worry is what I do best. I am trying to be happy for the results. I am thankful to God for his mercy on me.

However, I still struggle from day to day with the loss of my son. I miss him so much and often wonder what my life would be like if he were here today. His sister misses him and talks about all the time. We are still searching for our normal, and I don't know if we'll have a normal life. We have someone missing from our liives who meant the world to us and we haven't learned to move on. Please continue to pray for me and my daughter, as we struggle with our grief. Thank you for all your prayers during this time. It means the world to me.

Thank you

Sarah (Cylas' Mom)