Happy 1st Birthday (Dec. 24th)

I know that this birthday wish is two days early, but I won't have computer access until December 29th after today and I wanted to make sure I did this before my time off.

We will sending you some balloons on your birthday so please be watching for them and I ask that you not be selfish and share them with your angel friends, ok. I've told you before that I do have some toys for you, but I haven't been able to place them on your grave, the weather has been so bad. I pray that your actual birthday is pretty so I can go visit and leave your stuff with you. I plan on buying a cake, at your sister's request, and have something small for you on your special day.

I can only imagine what you would have done with a birthday cake! I can see you with cake all over your face, clothes and in your hair. It would be a hassel to clean up, but you only celebrate your first birthday once and there would be no limits. I was worried about your birthday because it was so close to Christmas, but now it's not so hard to think about. You'll have your heavenly birthday's and we'll have your earthly birthday's and the only thing missing will be you!! I've already broken down once today and I know that I will probably cry more and more through out this week. I really hope you know how much you are missed and loved!!!!

Happy Birthday, Cylas Mychal Toineeta!!!!

XOXOXO,

Mommy