It's Me again

Hello, to my precious boy! It's Mommy dropping in to share some thoughts. It's going to be another busy weekend here little man. Your Mommy stays busy most of the time. Sometimes I don't know if I'm just running from my emotions or it it's a good thing to stay busy. But I can only think about what I would be doing if you were here in my arms. I bet you would have been a hand full right about now. Because you know that you would be the boss!!

Tomorrow I have to get up at 4:00 in the morning to go volunteer at the annual Trout Derby and I am dreading that more than ever. Your sissy and I like to sleep in on weekends so be with me and help me make through the day. I am still looking for signs from you, but I just can't see any. I don't even dream about you and that scares me. I hope that one day I will be able to see your little signs your sending.

I am including a picture of your balloon you received from Michelley, she always makes sure you have a present. Your balloon is purple.

I love you son, and miss you dearly!!

XOXOXOXOXO