Good Morning, Little One

Good morning Cylas!!! I feel so much better today. I visited with you last night but it's only for a few minutes. Your sister was having a "me" moment and only wanted to do what she wanted to do. So I am sorry my visit was rushed, but it was not intended to be that way. I had to rush all my thoughts into a short statement so it probably didn't make any sense!! The one thing I always want you to know is that I LOVE YOU!!!

I know that I am not the best writer in the world and I don't claim to be, but it's an outlet for me. It's a way for me to express to you how I am feeling from day to day OR it's a way to vent my anger and my feelings without having to fight with someone. KWIM? I've never been good at just talking and I believe that's my big down fall. I've learned to bottle everything up and I do a very good job of it!

Well any hoo, Cylas, I do love you and I miss you more than anyone will ever know. No one knows what kind of pain I am feeling. There are times that I could cry at the drop of a hat and there's nothing I can do about it, but CRY!! So my little one, good morning to you, and please be close to your sister and I.

XOXOXO,

Mommy