With two of the most celebrated holidays coming up I feel at peace. And for me that's strange. I haven't felt such peace in a very long time. My heart still hurts and I still cry for you. I will always wish that you were here with us but I also know that you are in a much happier place. There are still feelings and issues that I have to deal with but I think this time around I'm going to handle it alot better.
Miss Priss is begging for a christmas tree and T is begging for outside Christmas lights. And to be honest I just don't do Christmas. It's a hard topic for me. I've told them that we'll have to wait and see.
I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking about you. I love you, Cylas Mychal!!!!
Mommy
