Cylas, your "dad" is actually trying to be nice and he wants to work on our "friend" relationship. I've been so bitter and angry at him for so long its a change to actually be friendly with him. I'm moving forward very cautiously in this endeavor but I want your sister to be happy too!! She always seems to be happiest when her dad and I are communicating. He's got ANOTHER new girlfriend and swears he's done with wife #2 but he's said that before, so I guess we'll have to wait and see. I just don't know if I'm willing to be open with him again. I like not having to share certain things with him.
He keeps telling me that he's happy for me because I have J in my life but it makes me wonder what he's got up his sleeves. I may even be crazy to open up to him again. I've kept him out for so long and I kind of want to keep it that way. I guess we'll just have to see where this leads us.
On another note, I love and miss you little man, always!!!!!