The day I lost Cylas, was the day I lost a part of me!!
April 20, 2010
DWTS week 5
I am blogging with a heavy heart! Kate was eliminated tonight! But I am very proud of her and I totally supported her! I think single mom's need to do whatever they have to no matter what anyone says!
I hit the "next blog" a few times (had to re-hit it quickly once as it was inappropriate. Stopped by yours.
I had to copy and save your 20 Thinks To Remember. Sounds like you demonstrated their Truth again on April 7th with your daughter.
I'm a sidewalk counselor outside abortion mills and my heart aches for women losing such young children as your boy in any way. I fail miserably but to try to help the young women think one more time about their different kind of decision so that they wont later go through some of what you're experiencing. Like my wife, women nowadays are rightly encouraged to always mention these young children when folks ask "how many children do you have?" (she had a miscarriage). She says 4, one in heaven. I hope society will encourage the post-abortive mothers to claim their child as well - a child is a child, no matter how small. Your boy certainly does have big cheeks! Bigger to smile with when he greets you next to Jesus some day. Amazing to think he knows more than you right now, being up there - it's great to ask him to pray for you while you don't have time to pray yourself.
There is a beautiful song on youtube that was maybe written for, but certainly reminds me of a religious leader I loved deeply, but more it frees me to think of one far greater than he. I will add the link here - you may be of a different faith, so maybe don't look at the video, just enjoy the refrain of the song about Jesus. I think it will bring you closer to Him and even Cylas (though I don't know that for sure).
God's blessed you, with him, changed your entire life, with him, and you only had him for 9 months and two weeks! Only God could do that.
I hit the "next blog" a few times (had to re-hit it quickly once as it was inappropriate. Stopped by yours.
ReplyDeleteI had to copy and save your 20 Thinks To Remember. Sounds like you demonstrated their Truth again on April 7th with your daughter.
I'm a sidewalk counselor outside abortion mills and my heart aches for women losing such young children as your boy in any way. I fail miserably but to try to help the young women think one more time about their different kind of decision so that they wont later go through some of what you're experiencing. Like my wife, women nowadays are rightly encouraged to always mention these young children when folks ask "how many children do you have?" (she had a miscarriage). She says 4, one in heaven. I hope society will encourage the post-abortive mothers to claim their child as well - a child is a child, no matter how small. Your boy certainly does have big cheeks! Bigger to smile with when he greets you next to Jesus some day. Amazing to think he knows more than you right now, being up there - it's great to ask him to pray for you while you don't have time to pray yourself.
There is a beautiful song on youtube that was maybe written for, but certainly reminds me of a religious leader I loved deeply, but more it frees me to think of one far greater than he. I will add the link here - you may be of a different faith, so maybe don't look at the video, just enjoy the refrain of the song about Jesus. I think it will bring you closer to Him and even Cylas (though I don't know that for sure).
God's blessed you, with him, changed your entire life, with him, and you only had him for 9 months and two weeks! Only God could do that.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tYFaQYfZzU
There are full english versions also.