Yesterday was 22 months since I said goodbye to you. I've been doing really good and haven't been on the edge of the PIT for months, but it hit me like a ton of bricks. I've been in my usual BLAH mood but nothing severe. I'm dreading the next two months and I am praying I make it through.I was able to visit your grave and I think I cried more than I talked. I hugged your headstone and just cried. I feel so bad. Your grave doesn't have any flowers on it. I've haven't any extra money to buy more since I cleaned it off two months ago. I told your sister we would try and buy something this weekend.
I love you more and more with each day that passes. And I miss you more and more with each minute that goes by.
Mommy
(((Hugs))), Sarah. <3
ReplyDeleteHang in there. This cycle of grief is just awful, isn't it? When you think you have come out of it, you are right back in the thick of it. :(
Thinking of you.