To Cylas

Good Morning my precious boy. Today you are in my thoughts more than the days before. I have been working on this blog all week and I think I'm doing pretty good. All I see of you is your smiling face and your fluffy hair. You were my little mad baby duck. I've seen pictures of a mad baby duck and with your hair being so fluffy it just reminded me of you. Your sister's hair was like that too!!

You have a new angel friend up there. His name is Logan, please take some time to show him the ropes. You've been there almost 7 months and I know that you'll be a good boy and help him out. If I close my eyes I can see all you flying around and having so much fun with the angels, as they give you hugs from your mommies. I just wish that I could give you those hugs. I WANT THAT SO BAD!!! I'm sorry I am not there with you!!

Please be with your sissy today. Keep her safe and let her know you are around. She misses you so much and I know that she is dealing with everything the best way she knows how. I dreamed a little about you last night, least I think it was you, I never seen your face or heard anyone call out your name, so I am not sure. But it wasn't a bad dream. Living life here without you is all the bad dreams I need to have.

I am thinking of you as always. I send my love to you each night and I want you to know that I will NEVER stop loving or missing you. You were Momma's boy and it will stay that way forever!!

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Mommy